Standout Lyric/s –I don’t wanna be the bad guy / I don’t wanna do your sleepwalk dance anymore / I just wanna see some palm trees / I will try and shake away this disease / We can live beside the ocean / Leave the fire behind / Swim out past the breakers / Watch the world die
I heard this song on the way home from work tonight.
I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life towards people that do not deserve to be hurt. We’re talking a LOT. I want to be renewed. I know it’s a crazy thing to think of. I thought about going to a new place but then I told myself that, that’s running away. I don’t want to run anymore. I want to stay and fight the feelings and emotions and come out stronger, not just start over and then make all the same mistakes again.
This song was reminiscent of my feelings though. Whatever anyone wants to do, I will do at the moment. So if you wanna grab lunch, I’d do it this week with me! 😛 On a serious note, I want to make others happy, and stop living so selfishly, it is always better to give then to receive, and I think that is my new thing. I don’t need anything, I have way too much of everything and I know that’s not the case for everyone. Will I donate to charity? Maybe. But I want to start at the home, and work my way out. People who I know, can barely make their rent, or pay for childcare, and I can’t even imagine that. I gave this guy at my work $20 the other day because he was saying he needed $45 for his electric bill and he only made $25. His face lit up and of course he told me that I didn’t need to, I told him I wanted to. I don’t help people enough, it shouldn’t be a big deal! Everyone should do this for everyone they know.
Ok, I think I went off somewhere, but I hope you understand and if you have anything to give to those around you that you, yourself, do not need, please do. It feels amazing.
Yours for the listening,
Kelly
Eight Songs A Week 